black and white

Had a song stuck in my head so I rewrote it to my liking. Its taken from Gray Matter By Jewel

I love you.
I hate when you leave,
So never go astray.
Cause I can’t tell If I am a way of life
Or just how you pass the days.

I know this isn’t black & white
So I’m kept in the gray
it’s a journey into a strange territory
And its immune to all reason
Still I’m captured in your gray matter.
and I admit It,
I don’t always understand
Since the only way to feel valued
Would be as your man.

I sit pondering all your ambiguous reasons
And I feel ambitious,
Maybe this will be my season?
Still I am a nomad where terrain is uneven
and I’m enraptured by your gray matter.

You’re my obsession
You mend my pain
But I am near the limit
Don’t let me love in vain.
Is it ‘heads’ I win?
Or ‘tails’ I lose?
I analyze the details
They're subjective, I’m confused.
Inside this viscous heart
There is this place
Where I’m bruised and broken
Won’t you be my saving grace?

Or must I remain flattered
With just your gray matter?