'S' Alliteration

I slinked around the subject
With words too slippery to be substantial
Said I’m synonymous with separation
Still you swore you would sleep with me
Sorry, I’m simply too shut down to suggest I’m sultry.
Someday I should let someone stay-
Share my side, subdue my solemnity.
But scars cover my sanctity so I’m suspicious of sex;
Shamed of the salacious.
A secret sorrow to surreal to share.
So you may sail away like so many ships
That flee my sordid shores.
Sure as the seas,
Significant as its salts.
I am spread to span over every grain of sand.
Only satisfied once my heart stops.
Sedated from the touch of every man-
So I slink around the subject.
Only satiated by solidarity