Being and Nothingness

love is not being.
when it does not manifest
it is nothingness
so will you materlize your passion?
or remain what was created by denying it?
Your not in love with me.
your fascinated by how i look at you.
Giving you some comfort
so i aspire to be what you want me to be.
Nagating my own subjectivity
for a cause i deem greater than me.